Here is a quick re-cap:

I recently got out of a psychiatric hospital after staying there for a few months.
Because of said psych ward admission I missed out on graduation (!!!)
I have enrolled in a new school and will finish this year and head out into the great wide world.

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I have been working on a new game during the past couple of days. You can play what I've made over the last two nights here:

http://megaswf.com/view/5bf2365be9e226 1fd6bd3fb891e06911.html

Any comments, feedback, ideas etc.. are COMPLETELY welcome. Wanted, in fact. Because I really need level design ideas and the story.. well play it to find out what there is so far, but I am really pulling stuff out of my arse. Any story ideas are fully welcome, I want this to be about story, ambience and survival horror elements more than about pure action; although, the action is going to be awesome.

TELL ME HOW THE GUNPLAY AND PARTICLE EFFECTS (a.k.a blood) ARE FOR YOU.

I'm paranoid that things that work on my computer won't work on others <___<

kkthnxbai wish me luck and pray I don't get insane enough to be admitted to the psych ward again for mooonths!! n___n

xoxo

I visited Newgrounds.com again after a several year hiatus and decided to see what I had wrote in my profile those 'many' years ago. I was seduced by the 'Why not make a post?' thingy and so I have clicked it.. o__o

I have currently been unable to use Flash which was (and still is T__T) my primary means to satisfy my creative urges. I've just played all my games and movies and seen how much they suck. I see potential, I have a very strong ambition to create awesome two dimensional games with the slick graphics that flash provides. Inspired by Call of Cthulhu: dark corners of the earth, I have always wanted to make a substantially professional survival horror game in flash; which I did try twice but never came close to completing outside of getting the system working and mere beginnings. I've also (after playing Beyond good and evil for both the Xbox and PC) wanted to make an emotionally involving adventure game. Though I imagine doing that in 3D, which I have tried.. its just so hard!! Actioscript is so much simpler than C++ and Dark Basic. These 3D languages are filled with useless crap?! Why am I adding "]};>^*." in front of everything for no ffffffffffffffuuu'-lly understandable reason.

Anyway, the reason I cannot use Flash is because I 'upgraded' (yeah, right) to Windows Vista and apparently my Flash 8 professional CD doesn't work too well with it. I'm interetsed in purchasing the new Flash CS3, however from reviews I know that I am going to be disapointed with the horrible Photoshop-esque interface.

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE ADOBE!!!
And microsoft, with your vistarical promises of superiority and greater function.
Instead you've left me handicapped with insanely unreasonable non-compatibility!!
GRRRRRRR >___<"*